Where The Circle Ends…




I have bathed in my tears time & again,
Hoping to wash away the pain….
I have broken and shattered my heart
to once and for all find a way to repair its core…
I have  a ‘to-do’ for every wakeful moment
so that I won’t wander
 through the labyrinth of my lore…
I have chattered gracelessly even when no one was listening
so that I won’t drown in the silence of my soul….
I have laughed out aloud without a gag…
Hoping to revive my worn out self 
But every time I ran faster…
Hoping to escape …
I found myself reaching just where
I began…
I was circling stubbornly…the circumference of life….
Believing this was ‘living’….
Only when I stepped into the light of the Center
And sat there unwaveringly
in the stillness and nothingness ….
 I realized that no matter how long it had taken
I had finally reached my destination….
 And all I had to do was to stop running in circles…
~Shryja

© Shreeja Jhawar

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